Probably it is now my reality. That was what i wanted. wow...i hope this is the last blog i'll ever have.. i have like 3 blogs on the community sites..a few more i created years ago...i just hope this is the last..i will nurture it.
I miss Mika!! I think i love him. I laugh, u laugh hell lot more cause nobody knows what i know..that everything i ever feel is just a crush. I wonder where Davey is right now... is he with Marta (i'm always curious)..or does he ever feel lonely everytime he's around Jade now? If certain people get what i mean. I should stop reading all the stuffs on the Internet regarding Mika. I'm so good when it comes to finding out about something I want to know so bad on the net. Probably not as good as before. Mika Mika Mika Mika!!! I love you love you love you. As silly as it sounds, the pattern is pretty much the same. Mika is not a gay...people say he is probably just because the way he dresses...and the way he acts...but i know tons of other good looking macho men who are GAY!! so the press can't simply say he's a gay..well he might be...cause if he is...he's just another pink lace on my list... i might be crazy.. but i dont believe it... it's so easy for me to fall for someone like that....so easy..i found out a little too late that Darren is married to a man, that Dave Koz (i never have a crush on him but I love Dave Koz) is a gay.. and ooh I love Freddie now..and that endless rumour over Davey's...and Leslie Cheung.. urgh..why...
I don't mind that they're gay..yes or no. really. I still love them. and suprisingly, they're excellent.
I am scheduled for the Citrawarna on this May 26th... the training will begin this monday for one week at Puncak Perdana.. i hope i will have fun..
i have laundry to do..banyak sangat bendela...baru baik demam nie. i felt like i could throw up yesterday...heading to shah alam..then went back to galaxy... swallowing coney dog with the pain in my stomach..and then feeling dying i forced myself to watch Sumolah at Galaxy's MBO. the movie was fine. it was 145 mins i think, it was good. yeah the movie's cute. Malaysians won't make it huge I'm sure but we need that kind of movie to make the industry more versatile and sporty. I don't think there's anything wrong with the movie. I dont think i need to give any further comments like I did to Jangan Pandang Belakang (hell yeah aku mmg tgh pandang belakang skang nie so what)
okayla...i wonder if i can get the laundry done tonight...ngantukla..japgi nak tgk tv3 ny minute kot...ciao ok.. good night lonely!
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About Me
- Shawna
- Wow...i thought i overspill. I kind of wrote most of the things i like at the Interests section. Well basically about me, I'm eXtreme. I can be very happy and laugh like crazy and I know that is the time people most likely feel like they want to beat me up so I can shut up. I can be very very sad. Crying is easy. SO easy. I get depressed sometimes. Now that I'm older, i tend to know how to make my world goes better. I don't trust people. Music is everything to me. $$$$ too! I'm very ambitious, I know what I want. Nothing as clear as it is now. I'm not a goth. I have to say that I live my life as dark as Davey's sky, dreaming of detaching myself from the public, and I'm at most creative when I'm rejected. SO yeap, i'm not a goth. But i'm into gothic stuffs. It's unfair to bury myself under the name...they won't like it. I love goths..esp that little goth boi.
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